im going to get strong muscles so i can carry the animals out of sea world and put them back in the ocean
David and I had a really nice conversation earlier, and it was great to not worry about all the heaviness of what’s going on with us. But now we are talking again, and it is more sad, but also kind of necessary. I feel like the next few weeks and months are going to be full of necessary sadnesses. I don’t like that idea, but I know it has to happen.
Things are hopefully going well with this employment opportunity, which means I should have some income coming in soon! This is awesome for a multitude of reasons, but one in particular. Now that David and I are separated, I really want to take some time to do the things that I love, that I never really got to do with him. This means getting outdoors for a bit. On top of a bi weekly paycheck, in May I am expecting a check for somewhere between $700 & $900 to come in (I can’t be sure of the amount until it gets closer). I am planning on paying for my half of my yearly vacation, which will be a little more than $600, and then I want to take myself on a little solo vacation. Two of my best friends on the planet live out of town, and I want to visit them. One is in Santa Cruz, and the other works in Yosemite. I am planning this little trip for right after the semester gets out at the end of May, so she might have moved up to Tuolumne by then. Either way, I want to do this. Making plans like a boss! This definitely gives me something to look forward to after this semester!
I have a couple yoga related questions. Can anyone help me?
Taking care of yourself when you suffer from depression is really fucking hard, but whenever you push through and finally take that shower or make that appointment or clean your room you feel so accomplished and empowered.
I did a load of laundry, vacuumed my bed and floor, and managed to eat enough today. Plus I interacted with a friend and my mom and sister, which I am really proud about.
So over two years ago I posted a billy currington song on here, and in all that time it got maybe 15-20 notes. All of a sudden today my notifications have blown up and it’s got 120! What even just happened??!